pity me

I ordered six bottles of sski from Source Naturals. They are 32.5 mgs per tablet. I figure if I take 30 per day I'm getting almost a gram. I hope that is right.

(I used to be great at math. I took calculus in college. I balanced my check book to the penny every single month for 30 years. I enjoyed doing math because it was exact and predictable. And then I started getting brain fog. It was getting harder and harder to balance my checkbook. I started getting past due notices for bills that I would have sworn I'd paid. I had to hire a book keeper. It was that bad. After liver cleansing, taking bloodroot intermittently and Iodine regularly, I regained some of my ability. I have no problems calculating how many miles per gallon of gasoline my car is getting these days and it feels like a major accomplishment.)

So anyways, a couple of days ago I took ten 32.5 mgs of sski from Source Naturals before bed time and experienced a wave of nausea much like I get when I take bloodroot, but I managed to keep it down. I had strange dreams, reminescent of being high on thc. My lungs felt a little clearer the next day, but I was afraid to take that much again. I know that probably sounds weird since I am continuously breaching that fine line between recklessness and fearlessness.

I am confused as to the difference between ki and sski and embarassed to ask as you have probably explained this a million times and my left brain is just too densely infested for me to get it. Before the sski from Source Naturals arrived, I went to People's Pharmacy and ask for it. They sold me a bottle of Iodoral. It's a whole lot more expensive. I have no idea where to get KI with out the ss. Is it nascent?

I don't know if sski is stirring things up or it is because of the full moon, but I am seeing lots of floaters this week. And I have been getting really sleepy in the afternoons, need to take a two hour nap and have been waking up with a headache, both from my naps and in the mornings. Last night I dreamed a whole bunch of little snakes hatched out and they were crawling around on my fingers. Somebody wanted to kill them and I was trying to help them escape because I thought they were sweet.

I got up this morning, changed the sheets, took wormwood and green black walnut hull. Shortly thereafter I got really paranoid. After a light lunch I got sleepy and took a two hour nap. I woke up with a headache and could see several dark floaters. I dreaded to take more sski for some reason, but forced myself to do it anyway.

I know I should take more anti-parasiticals during the full moon. But when the full moon starts approaching, I always become extraordinarily afraid that I will die if I don't give my body a break. So I just keep taking what I can, when I can. Maybe if I were strong enough to keep deworming through the full moon, I could get rid of this stuff floating around in my head.

I am so tired of having headaches I want to cry. Am looking at John Brookshire site. Wondering what is the difference between Nascent and Magnascent. Sorry to bother you.