I really need some help and i no longer know were to turn..

Hi,
i am a 23 year old female and i have struggled with my weight since i was 13. First i was anorexic and i deprived myself of all foods then when my doctor said that i had to start eating, eating i did!! i went nuts and ate non stop and started vomiting non stop too!! my weight has ranged from 60kg up to 110kg over the last 10 years.
i have traveled, lived and worked around the world and constantly try to better myself in this way but all my memories involve me running from the group to binge eat and vomit!
i also am very depressed and i feel as though i need a guy to love me for me to love myself. i have always been alone and the few times that i haven't i have noticed my problems decrease a lot. so in this sense i feel i just need to get my problems sorted first.
i am on medication and i still have very bad days and i just feel like a lost cause.
Any advice would be much appreciated!! Tweet