Dear 93532,
I can understand your frustration. I suggest that you start somewhere else. It ma well be that your liver is not healthy. Visit this site for a new way to work on the body by addressing the organs and fixing that health. Here is the address of a very informative, well written website. Check all the pages, it is worth it. Good luck: http://www.sensiblehealth.com/
Best,
Duncan
PS: I would also start to see a good, recommended psychotherapist. Sometimes our health problems are emotionally based.