Living from a Place of Shock

Dear Doc: Somebody just gave me a homeopathic for grief and I was up all night sleep-thinking-realizing that I have been in a state of shock for a long time (yeah, and my adrenals are shot) and I know a lot of it is obviously biochemical now that I am so toxic and worn out, but it started with grief. THen I got up and read the bottle and it said 'chronic illness starting with SHOCK and grief.'
So this is why everything has taken on mammoth proportions such as losing my tooth. I may have it out on Monday and I already know the grief I am going to have but now I see how this is so out of whack.

I've also been so angry at losing 20 years because people were pretending to help me recover but nobody knew about parasites. And the anger from the liver flushing. It seems right that I'm finally seeing this shock thing. I've read with interest your posts on PTSD and saw below your mention of dianetics. I really want to know some good ways to deal with this in addition to the continued detox. I guess this isn't so catastrophic but all a miracle for finally recovering.
THank you in advance from the bottom of my heart. - WSW Tweet