I know exactly how you feel!!!! I was with a guy for 8 years and we broke up for really no reason...We were not mad at each orher or anything. It took me several years to get over him. He would occationally email me saying he misses me, blah, blah, blah but never came out and said he wanted me. My advise is do your best to move on. It is way better to be with someone who you know WANTS you and will do anyting to be with you. Trust me, I have experienced it my self with a new guy. Life is just so much better now than it was when I was with the old guy.
Hopefully this helps!