If your belief system and talents lie in Reiki, as a master, than you know better than me about some of your posts when you have agreed with the utmost non Reiki based "therapy"
and is in no way therapeutic. It's only aguess but I'd guess that you take positions that enhance your position with those at power at CZ rather than those of your true belief system (if Reiki is your belief system) But one or the other his off with you.
I'd say you may have much to protect, to side with such meanness. Whenever I see such meanness, having experienced myself often and on many occasions, along with losses I understand the dynamic very well indeed