Cannot Do It.. I am so upset

Hi Paul:

I just filled the tub halfway with all the ingrediants: h202 and Epsom Salts .

Unfortunately, because my joints and knees have become so unbearingly painful in the last 7 months I could not bend down on either knee or even bend to sit first in the tub - I stood a real chance of severely hurting myself and thus I somehow managed to get out without killing myself. What a disappointment - I don't know what to do - I will now take a shower but this is not the therapy I needed.

I somehow forced myself to get down on the right knee which is less painful but then the pressure from the bending on my legs was unbelievable - how I managed, after 10 of fear to then bend and put my weight on that knee in order to get the heck out is a miracle in that I did not fall or trip and............

Now what?? I cannot believe my bad luck.........

Any ideas? Thanks Paul