New job update

Hello everyone. I just wanted to let everyone know how my new job was working out. If you recall I had just gotten a new job at a chicken plant. The whole place reeks of rotten eggs and dead decaying flesh, so I fit right in. At that time I was working with one other person and we were working at night and it was ok. But then an opening came open for a position that required you to work by yourself every single day and I applied for it and got it!!! So now I still work nights but I work by myself and it's even better for me and I'm so happy! But I have one small problem. One of my truck drivers have taken an interest in me and I think he is just so handsome, and one day he gave me his number, but I have never called him. I'm afraid that once he finds out that it's not just the plant that stinks, he won't want to be around me. I do want to talk to him because he's so interested in me as I am in him, but I don't think that it's going to work out and I don't want to be hurt again. I will admit that I'm tired of being alone and lonely, but I can't risk dating someone "normal". As much as I would hate to have to do this, I'm going to cut all ties and just let him find someone else to enjoy him. And he is a wonderful person and she is going to be one lucky girl. Well that's it for me. I hope that everyone is doing well and is still hanging in there. One day we will overcome.