I am praying for you... and in the last few days I have been visualizing you and your cats healthy and full of life!
I will continue to do this... and I know that what ever happens is perfect MO. God does not want you to pleasure him... that would be childish, and God is not childish. Dont worry about the cats, dont worry about the candida. If you worry and nothing happens, then you worried for nothing. And if you worry, and they take your cats... well there was nothing you could do, so its a waste of your energy. Just keep on trying to extend love into everything you do... this is an act of power, and gives everything you do power.
P.S. I know I got angry with that Jamie person... but I wanted to make a point. I am not perfect, and I know that there is no such thing as a justified resentment, but people like that upset me because of all the suffering they cause and I wanted to let her know it.