Yes, I think many women here would agree with you that Mirena is poison. There have been several other women here who have had suicidal thoughts while on Mirena. Please get it out NOW! You are not crazy and your health (mental & physical) will be restored once it's out. You will return to your normal, healthy & happy self. It may take awhile, but it will happen. Also, don't let your doctor try to talk you in to keeping it, just get it out. Take care and keep us posted. We are always here for you.