Mirena IUD

I had the IUD inserted after I had my 1st child about 9 months ago. I was told that I would stop bleeding after 3-6 months and just be spotting during that time. I did spot but it lasted for 7 months and I have been bleeding off and on for the last 2 months. Now I will get to the SERIOUSE part of the whole thing I have been having thoughts of killing myself I have no idea were they are coming from they just started a week ago expecialy when I am in high places I have thoughts about jumping. I have never had any thoughts like this before and have been normal. I love my life and family and would never take my life but why are these thoughts coming into my mind and making me have panic attacks. I didnt sign up for this. What the hell is this, birth control or poisen? Tweet