yes, I know what you mean. I didn't intend to mis-read or mis-speak for you though. I too feel like a visitor, and I generally tire of even the greatest possible scenarios of the world of form, since I know something much more real. And yet I know that all form has (truly IS) this heightened life that I don't always see, or feel connected to. So anyway, for me, "home" is that state.I believe the energetic rainbow-bodiedness of *all*, that you just described IS reality.
It's a full moon tonight and a lunar eclipse, hosted by messenger Mercury and mystical
Neptune. Supposed to be visible where I am as red, perhaps.
Best to you this rare moon. Such an eclipse won't happen again till 2010.