Re: daermo, I don't think you are raining
well I think we pretty much all feel the same way! At least u are still willing to give it a shot. I know I get all excited about something and think ahha this is it and then... not, but then again in my life I have been healthy more than I have been sick so hell i must have been doing something right! I had 13 surgeries by the time I was 17 no make that 25 and they told me this and they told me that and I lived in fear SOMETIMES and when I lived in fear and tension my body broke down to a hideous degree!! the one thing i know for sure for me is this: when I am happy I am free of this body vehicle and it gives me no troubles~!!!! When I am detatched from outcomes I am ok I will have laughter and fun everyday, and I really do not notice my body
so sometimes I think our perseverance ( obsessing , if you will) makes us sicker so in saying this I want you all to understand I am talking to myself most loudly as u can see I have been very active on the boards lately, that sometimes we need to give it a rest, back off, get a life , have fun, step away from the KEYBOARD LOL!!!
let's see how long I last haha
much luv and peace
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