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Inadequate as the words of someone oceans removed from your loss may be at such a time, I would nevertheless like to tell you to not dwell in despair over the loss of someone near and dear, but rather rejoice and cherish their life and all of the time you shared together.
When you think of someone close to you who has passed on, through the tears of loss also find tears of joy and celebrate their life instead of merely mourning their death. If you do so, then they will always be there in your heart every step of the way for the rest of the journey called your life - and that journey is one you surely must know they want to be a long and wonderful one.