This is exactly my problem as well. The hospital was soooo busy when I had my c-section that they let a student try on me for his first time.....I would say I was under duress because I had no other choice, it was an emergency c-section. Now I am so sick of this hernia, but also afraid to trust Doctors who have only ever made things worse for me. If I had never seen a doctor my hole life, I would not have 99% of my sickness I belive.....(fibromyalgia, candida, fatigue etc) Same with the dentist....thanks for the poison in my teeth. Why is it free for them to mess me up, (in canada here) but soooo hard to actually try and get fixed or get better? :( Kinda feeling sad today, thanks for the vent....