haha wow.. i feel the same way too.. what if something happens and things dont work out between my bf and i? Right now i cant even tell any of my friends let alone if i started dating someone! But hopefully i wont have to worry about that.. not that i plan on getting married anytime soon or think hes going to propose anytime soon.. haha cuz trust me i know hes not! im not ready for that anyways.. but it still crosses my mind... when i first got it.. i didnt go away really i kept breaking out when things would start to die down.. and i havent had one for like two weeks now.. but new years eve apparently i drank too much and the next day i was so worthless.. i was soo sick.. it was for almost 2 days.. so i knew my body wasnt working great and guess what popped up last night.. it just makes me sick because i can feel it coming before it even shows up. luckily it isnt that bad and hopefully i can fight it off fast. But im here for you if you ever need to talk.. seems like we're in the same place right now. Stay strong !!