Going from wanting to take 30 drops in one day to quitting instead is quite a change! I think you may be on an emotional rollercoaster. If so, try to slow down and relax. It is hard to make a decision and stick to it when you are feeling that way. Usually that kind of state makes people go hither and yon, whichever way the wind blows, never really making a firm decision to stick with or believe in anything for long. It can become a futile frenzy seeking escape from yourself, which is not possible and can make one feel afraid and hopeless.
But, I'm glad you sound so hopeful with your new decision. Keep that expectancy, don't let doubts creep in. It might be the very thing you have been looking for. I hope it is!
I did want to correct your impression that Miracle-Mineral-Supplement is acidifying. It is my understanding that ultimately it is alkalizing. But, we stir up and kill so many toxins that are acidic that have to be excreted that we can become very acidic if we don't follow an alkalizing lifestyle of diet, exercise, relaxation. etc.