yes i have avoided some exit points already....i think i have almost used up most of them and i am only 33 ...that means i will have a long life or a short one..who knows?? but i do know that i asked god to go back for such a long time ....everyday it was just to much for me to bear here..one nite i had a near death experience premonition dream....i think god was trying to tell me to quit asking to come home...i have a long way to go here still...DARN IT!