losing my memory

i am in such a sad mood. i feel as though my short term memory is fading.
i am taking a little bit of vitamins to get adjusted to get my strength up
for chelation.
this is making me worried and i cry about it. i'm a mom (as most of you know)and
i feel like my whole life is ending. no energy,yet nervous,all kinds of problems..
will i ever get better.....
janey