Listen here, I get artists. They have a special talent that most couldn't buy if they had the chance. You have that gift. You've been doing this an awful long time and now you want to see...results? Most guys, if not all guys, in their mid years examine what they've done, who they've done, should I have done this or that along the way. It's how we're hot-wired at the plant. Me telling you how great those experiences in the trade have been might not be enough for you. But once you sit on that porch swing of life and contemplate all the friends you've made, experiences you've had, loves won and lost...maybe, just maybe you'll see that it was all because of the music. The music talent you possess made it possible for all the rest. I've got it good in this life, I won't lie to ya, but it's because I put myself in a position to succeed. Not a day goes by where I'm not active in the game. Some days I'm the star, some days I'm the benchwarmer. But you know what, MtnnnDewww is out there in the game more times than not. Once you wallow a bit, you'll come to your senses. Give it a couple of weeks...