I'm sorry to hear of your distress, but don't fear because you can and will heal. Be strong and positive and all will be fine. I suggest you go over to the Miracle-Mineral-Supplement Support forum. I think that is the best place to start on a path to healing.
Lots of factors could be at play with your health problems, such as EBV, Lyme, Pathogens, Toxins, Heavy Metals...the good news is that all of this can be alleviated with Miracle-Mineral-Supplement !!!