Thank you for your long explanation about your condition. I can see that you have given it a lot of thought.
I would suggest a few things for you to consider:
Ask your higher self for guidance and fully except both the condition and the pain and ask your higher self during meditation what lesson you are wishing to learn from this condition.
If you have time listen to my Energy Balancing meditation, which is available on the home page of my web site by clicking the yellow triangular jelly button at http://www.healergeorge.com
Visit http://www.crimsoncircle.com and listen to the latest Tobias channel and shoud recorded on the 4th June, which is all about releasing and expanding your energy. I think the direct link to the page is: http://crimsoncircle.com/channel-embodiment.htm go to bottom of page and click on the word “listen” on the second one from the bottom called “Channel and Shoud” you need Real Player for the sound to play. You may also like to listen to the Q & A after. I think the knowledge contained in this recording may help.
Enjoy these and let me know how you are getting on in a few days.