Re: Motivation

Still fasting, like all tecniques, are often only temporary. The quandry of facing self created difficulties and living the grind is a lot about that idea of growing up. Especailly taxing when we are in a situation like Rooth who should be content with things being so much physically and mentally better than how it could be , viewed from how it is for many in this world.

Some grow up easy, some hard, some early some later.

To have the ability to relax when things arnt to our choosing is what seperates those who have only seen the fight and those who have relinquished any idea of an actual conventional victory and rather turn to face the subtle implications of where and why one finds oneself in the situation.

Instead of living for future success or release, lunch, new job, friday, retirement, ect, one would pay attention to what and how things go, on, moment to moment.

We might consider our occupation to be socially redeeming but it is really of little consequence w re to ones feeling free enough to give ones all, vs a controlled giving on account of considering the social value of certain behavior. Which usually not harmful in a social or personel way, still on account of the transitoriness of everything, the no matter the situation unavoidable disatisfaction experienced periodically helps reveal the impracticality of being enslaved to our own ideas of how things should be.

Living a present that relies on the future or living a present which is full enough itself.

All our attempts to free ourselves from any situation so as to really know freedom often come back to cracking the synaptic shell of suffering so we can live on the cosmic yolk.

Everything we do untill we really surrender to things as they are, will be various attempts to evade the primary modifying vibrational reality.

Waiting and hopeing are tried for a time till allowance is gone the chasm beheld.