hi apple blossom, i just left a message on forums for you and heater to see how you both were. I am so pleased to see your post - thank you for the very useful info about the make of cream, i know you had mentioned it somewhere before but couldn't remember what it was called. I have ordered a cream from the uk, but it hasn't arrived yet. I am looking forward to trying it and will let people know how i get on. So, how are you?? i have been so worried about you, as you have had so much to deal with in recent times. Are you still bleeding? And how is your new job going? I do hope that you are feeling a bit better. Thinking of you:) x