Hi... I haven't had a chance to read all of your posts, but who is Jesus to you in your NDE and why wouldn't God be perfect and have an EGO? What does it mean the gave will give up its dead? So you looked at the otherside as being a form of light and what type of image where you in and since you had know brain how were you able to communicate & feel, etc? It does make sense that you would be of no flesh and that you wouldn't know each other in Heaven or otherwise it wouldnt be a happy place to be in.
So please explain why the soul will reincarnate back and why it doesn't stay with the True God Of Love