I had already closed my browser and was preparing to go to bed when I felt the urge to come back and thank you for all you have given us through Curezone. I believe most people here have the greatest respect and admiration for you, and great appreciation for this wonderful site. Despite the problems, its still the best site of its kind. I feel both saddened and relieved about the blocking of certain long time posters, but do believe you have made the best decision under the circumstances.

I am very much alone in the world and suffering some health problems that have me more afraid than I have ever been. I am now having to face the possibility of steroid therapy and maybe spinal surgery later this year. I am terrified about both procedures, but constant pain and growing weakness has left me little choice. Right now I am doing several cleanses hoping for healing, but also trying to improve my overall health and lose some weight to increase the chance of success if I must have surgery. The support and compassion I get from my fellow community members here on Curezone are about the only thing that gives me hope for a real cure. My friends, co-workers and church family generally regard me as foolish for seeking a natural healing rather than a quick fix. People here understand, some through experience, some through simple kindness, advice and prayer. I was so blessed to have found this place. I am not exaggerating when I say it saved my life once, and hope I can find healing and freedom from pain and weakness again. Even if I do have to resort to more "traditional" medical treatment, I'll never regret the time I've spent here and all the knowledge I've gained. I am so thankful for all the wonderful people that make up this special place and am especially thankful for you and all your hard work.

I am sure the incidents of the last few days have been extremely stressful for you. I hope that this unpleasant episode is now behind us and we can get back to our areas of interest with peace and harmony. An old preacher once said to me, speaking of our denominational differences, "We may be sitting on opposite ends of the teeter totter, but we still have a lot of common ground". I hope folks here will seek our common ground even when in disagreement.

Once again Spirit, thank you from the bottom of my heart.