43 could be saying something important about age 43! (How old are you?- At 33 and again at 44 "I" died in the sense of being re-born, but not without first overcoming the fear of actual death.. .Both times I heard the numbers named beforehand, very clearly. I've learned something about worry and so on, and have moved beyond that, and hope to share it...Now, I tend to see 11:11 and triple numbers... 3:33 for example -- and these are all  reminders to me of Grace and blessing, and so, good moments to pray for all...)

Or -- it could be seven--seven is the number of "Mastery" and one might envision it as a Chariot with a charioteer
(chariot = vessel / charioteer ="driver") and picture this: one white and one black horse pulling--it takes great skill to hold the whole in balance. To hold the reins lightly but properly. One also must be 'in balance' as this takes response that is attuned, rather than reaction. The thing to note is that the Spirit is up for it, (you could say one "asked for it" ) and to have faith that one is never given more than one can handle. The Ativan has been hard on the spirit, and caused a belief in 'smallness'and weakness, but this is not the truth...

The white and black point to the duality usually experienced -- or 'judged' to be so...causing much sense of 'split'.

The message is that one must take the middle way, but 'make straight the path'-- in other words master the runaway consciousness--keep the faith--hold to the core knowing--abide in knowing--and learn to perceive the Mind--which is beyond consciousness and a place of one's true abiding in peace and wisdom and the knowledge that all good WILL extend. Seven is a "holy" number ...(this is another view of "mastery" --- which owes more to humility and 'allowing'
than it does to any attempt to wield power... So, you might want to consider ( just ruminate on--just give it up to Spirit, without 'intellectualizing') an image of the chariot/charioteer, and practise feeling (tuning in to) the sense of Grace that rains down a blessing of light--and allows all things their fullest realization.

Fve--the Hierophant--is one interpretation... x three-is emphatic--ie.
"what I tell you three times is true"

3:33
good time to always tune in to *listening* --I'd see it as a gift, as guidance


A good book I've enjoyed in the past, always, and always got much out of, is

Mary K Greer's
Tarot Constellations (despite the hokey layout)

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here's a (maybe) fun entry on the Hierophant
http://gaiantarot.typepad.com/artists_journal/2004/03/the_hierophant_.html