thank you all for your kind words. actually i have an attorney working on the case right now. i thought this doctor was a wonderful man. you see ten years ago, my daughter was murdered, this same doctor helped me through it with his kind words and spiritulism. i bragged on this man to everyone. thats why i am having such a hard time with dads death, it did not have to happen. he should still be here. my heart is broken in 2. im trying to keep busy, and stay happy, but its almost impossible when you feel like crying most of the time. i am in the process of getting the records. you see, the same man that i thought helped me, although it cost me a fortune as i was having adjusments also, and had no insurance, basically killed my dad. by him not coming to the hospital, or funeral, or returning my moms calls, that tells me something. you see, my mom needed comfort from him when dad was sick, we didnt even think about all of this untill recenlty. that doc. feels guilty. now, i know why he hasnt called. i just wish that he could bring dad back, thats all we want. but, now amber and dad are gone, and we have to go on somehow. my dad was a very intelligent man, i used to call him daily or visit with him and mom, and ask him everything,lol. he was my encyclopedia. you see he read a lot. he knew about a lot of things. he taught me so much as a child. so did my mom. as you can tell, i have a very close family. i still cant believe he is gone, not untill i remember him suffering in that hospital, trying to talk to me, trying to tell me things. i even saw tears come out of his eyes. poor thing, could not speak, but could cry. if you hav seen your dad cry, you never forget. i remember when my daughter died, oh man, that broke my dad. he was never the same. well, now im sobbing, so all for now. thanks again, god bless, cloe