netav
My early years were raised as a christian reliegon (which one is not important, but Christians claim my reliegon was not christian, while my reliegon said they were. Non issue for me, that's for you guys to argue)
I spent my reliegous years judging people, putting faith in god while not using common sense. I would trust someone because they were reliegous only to be screwed over. I had a dad that was a great reliegous man, and I nievely thought that it was because he was reliegous. It turned out he was just a good person. I later learned that I was missing out not knowing and judging a lot of good people. I listened to their side of the story, found them to be good people and understood where they were coming from.
The bible never made sense to me, if you look at it with an open mind, it's a bizarre document. For years I could not figure it out and thought it was just not meant for me to understand. My theory was that people on drugs had to have written it. Then a friend listened to me and pointed me towards a book called "the bloodline of the holy Grail" This is what I call my "light" It brings into consideration the dead sea scrolls. Finally, somthing that makes sense to me. The bible was written in code because of all the wars of the time. The dead sea scrolls are basically code debugging documents for the bible. Jesus was not someone into witchcraft or magic, but a great caring person. For instance, he never walked on water. Walking on water was code for a boat. Angels are not some hovering wierd images. Angels are a code for messengers. There are many more controversial interpretations from the dead sea scrolls, but reliegons have tried to hide some of them because it makes a lot of reliegons look bad and reliegons have turned into a big profitable business that I will not be a part of. This knowledge has made me a more caring person for all (like Jesus)
I understand that this differs from the standard belief. The important thing is that you are happy with your belief, and that I am happy with mine and if one of us is not happy, then we need to look at the other's beliefs and see if that works for us. If at night when you are by yourself, you can truely say you are happy, then continue with your beliefs. If the whole world was happy, then most of these problems would go away.