I lost my father forever! 
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Hello ,
First of all, English is not my first language.
I want to tell you about my father story, He was a good man, Good to everybody,
Everyone loves him and he was kind and lovely person.
He died before 3 months ago and I cry every day when I remember him or when I look at his pictures.
He died at a young age just 45 years old !
The hospital said he has " AIDS " first they said HIV than they said AIDS !
Man , I don't believe there is something call " AIDS " or my father has " AIDS "
He didn't have sex with other women in his life only with my mother.
He wasn't a drug user.
Maybe he catch the viruses from dirty dental clinics or dirty barbershops !
I don't know just all i know is we live in a bad world , I am not negative but i lost my father! ....
My father stayed at the hospital just 2 months and died
I was shocked when I saw him at the hospital and I really don't know what should I do ?! How I can save his life ? I was confused !
And I usually read about health and stuff just like you and I hate doctors and hospitals specially after my father death ! I hate them
and I believe in the plant , Nature stuff
so when I saw my father the first time at the hospital he cannot move at all !
so I was thinking if I take him out of the hospital to save his life but I was broke I don't have money!no care, nothing.
If I take him out How can I buy nature stuff like the stuff in this site u know but I don't have money so I was confused and I didn't take him out .
When the doctors start give him Antibiotics or medicines of Tuberculosis
my father was really sick I mean very very sick ! dropped his health very bad ! before the f***ing medicines he was not that bad u know he just cannot move but after the f***ing medicines he was in a very bad health very sick !
and just one month and he died .. !
I am just guys very angry of the hospital and the doctors and angry of my self why I didn't take my father out side the hospital ?! why ? even if I don't have money to buy nature stuff to cure him and take care of him!!
or just take him out of these f***ing toxins !
mmmm ..
Do you think guys if I took my father out the hospital and let him just stay at home he will live until now? please be honest with me even the truth will hurt me !
I am afraid if I didn't help my father that much !! u know ! my heart broke and hurt me a lot !
My father was contact with me with his eyes at the hospital if he wanna say yes he close his eyes for 3 seconds like that !
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I don't know I just wish if I can go back of the time and take him home !!
I didn't take a lot of pictures with him!!
He will not see me when I will graduate from school!
He will not see my kids!
Why this happen!!
I really miss him too much and forever
I don't know if his spirit fly and he watching me right now
I just sometimes talk to him like if he was in my bedroom and say SORRY to him
I don't know what else can I say
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This is a reply to # 2,270,847Sorry, for the loss of your father. I lost mine two years ago, he died in the hospital . Lung cancer, I tried to talk him out of the operation. No luck. Had same thoughts as u thought I should have tried harder. In the end we are responsible for our own lives . Our dads made their own choices and suffered because of them. Nothing we could do. I remember my dad every day. Wonder what he would have said or thought about this and that. Sometimes it makes me laugh sometimes I cry.
How is your mother, has she been check for AIDS? Focus your attention on what you can do for the living, yourself included. Your dad is in a better place than he was. There is bad stuff in the world, but there is also good. Enjoy the good , reject the bad. Find the joy in each day, I bet that is what your dad would want.
Bythc
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This is a reply to # 2,270,847First of all don't beat your self up over it. Next hindsight is always 20/20. Shoulda, woulda, coulda doesn't help you. You're dad wouldn't want that for you.
To help your sorrow; go for long walks, look at the birds the trees, everything around you. Keep walking until you feel good.
Take this as a lesson and learn about natural health and all it can do for you and then help other people but remember in doing it; "You can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink" Some people you just can't help because they want their problems.
Look into Traumatic Incident Reduction (TIR) as it can also help and you can make a living helping other people with it. One site is Trauma Reduction dot com and there are others.Advertisement
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