Don't be desperate, it still is relatively easy to fix. You're not too far gone, it is only a matter of time if you take proper actions.

First, before thinking antiparasitic herbs, rethink your diet. What is it like? You need the best diet to put back into balance your gut flora. There many different diets, but it seems that the most important rule is to limit animal protein, especially red meat, to restrict grains especially refined ones, to eat plenty of raw vegetables, and to practice food combining. If you can afford the cost, the time and the detox symptoms, go on a vegetable juice fast. It is still the quickest way out of your misery.

To rebalance your gut flora besides diet, there's several many helpful items. Antifungal and antiparasitic herbs such as garlic, turmeric and the like are great, I've used them with success but they can also affect beneficial gut flora, so I suggest you start drinking homemade kefir and see how you react to this. Work your way up to 1 quart a day. It is pretty powerful stuff against pathogens and won't affect the beneficial bacteria, on the contrary.

While you attack pathogens, you will feel worse because of the toxins they release when they die. AT this time, you want to avoid constipation at all costs and should have at least two bowel movements a day. If not, use psyllium, ground flaxseeds and even stimulant laxatives like senna. Enemas are great too.

During this phase, you wanna take care of your liver and kidneys. Coffee enemas, milk thistle or beet juice for liver, herbal teas (parsley, dandelion,...) and plenty of liquids (pure water, lemon juice...) for kidneys.

Other beneficial stuff are for example betaine HCL with protein meals and enzymes taken outside meals. If you can afford expensive supplements like colostrum or chlorella, they're great too.

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MD was probably afraid of losing his license, so he passed you off on someone else. Sad state of affairs in this country where you have insurance but refuse to cover this problem.

My relative (above post) is spending over $2K a month on Antibiotics not covered by insurance, just to save her life… literally. Sure lowers your respect of those in charge.

This protocol sounds promising, but she was so bad that she had to do the strong stuff first:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DLuQk5Zs2Fo
59 minutes
An informational movie on the Cowden Support Program.
This video explains how the Cowden Support Program was developed, how it works, results of recent studies, and one Lyme patient’s success story.

You might want to look over the numerous posts over the years by “Newport” in the “Rife” & “Lyme” forums, then sift out the most pertinent: //www.curezone.org/forums/s.asp?f=762&c=0&ob=d&m=Newport

your symptoms of ear problems and drooling correspond to dirofilaria and/or other filarial infections - they are those who introduce the Lyme spirochetes into the body (not only the ticks are the culprits here)

with Lyme you've got to always consider the co-infections and there are many of them since the body is severely weakened by the lyme bacterias and the immune system is almost non-existent until you manage to strengthen it

not easy to cure but possible - yes, read all the stuff posted by Newport on bio-resonance/rife forum, his advice is usually the best there's about this type of infection and numerous co-infections

Antibiotics are just a "cover" treatment, never help in a long term, just a quick fix that will make you much worse in a long run

thanks for all the information guys. I am revising my diet as we speak. Im kinda poor so i wanna use up what i have & i'm moving in two weeks any way. Prior i was eating what ever i wanted but eating mostly eggs potatoes carrots rice celery, PB, cheese, i bake alot so i was eating lots of enriched white flower for noodles and breads i love Sugar and soda have for a long time in the past year i have been cutting back on the sweets. I like to drink coffee and i smoke probably the two worst for the end. I eat out rarely one to two times a month. I drink beer maybe 3 nights a week and have maybe one or two occasionally i would say i over indulge.

I hope this is the best way to reply to you all or should i respond to each comment?

and thanks again for your understanding

grapefruit juice, fresh lemon juice, cloves, Schisandra chinensis taraxacum officinale tea (supposed to help liver function). im looking for kefir grains and trying to have an appetite but i dont feel like eating till late afternoon. Makes it hard to get two BM's a day. Took 3 stool samples into the lab today now ill wait 3-4 to see if they come back with any thing.