Yeah, bud, everytime when Newport says "'nough said" it looks like an authoritarian action and it puts you down big time, I know... a very sad feeling that is.

I'm experiencing a similar feeling of despair sometimes, especially when I don't see any progress or even regression. Very difficult to keep going and be strong, I know. But we came here and are still here, man, which means that we have a strong will and will persevere!

Folks who have been here for a while will never be the same again and will look at this world from a different perspective, for sure. Personal life will be affected big time and it will be hard to find like-minded people and fit in with the way of life. For many it's going to be a lonely journey from now on, so we've got to prepare mentally for it.

Be strong! Stay strong!

Yes it feels like I am loosing it many times a week in the last months.

It is crazy how this time compression wave + reducing magnetic field and reduced gravity is having on the mental and emotional. It is also changing all the rhytms in the body. The increasing of what I think is tissue Copper (in my case) and possible some fluoride from the brain, is making me very mind rushed and emotional as well.

So the things I was doing "Right" one week, suddenly changes to the next, and it feels like the ouroboros biting its tail, but its like winning can feel like loosing.

I have played with Niacin, and have had same experience as you. Lolling hard that family members can down it who is highly toxic, and I get the sensitive flush from like 30mg.

My solution has just been to take a break and focus on Niacinamide, slowing down and fixing the liver phases. following those great liver advices from Newport the other day, seems to be a great help.

I may be wrong, but when one has those issues with Niacin, should we take 100% brake, or always try to get a little in, even if it is just like 10-20mg a day or so??