At The End of My Rope Literally 
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I am about to give up the fight.
I am pretty sure I am done after tonight.
I just realized I have been fighting the NWO and defending people like Alex Jones for years and so far very few are truly listening to the message. The message is that America is about to lose its status as the only free country left in the world.
I am tired of fighting through the keyboard and in every day life when so few people will listen. I am tired of hearing half-awake arguments by people who never studied history to know what their great, great grandparents did to make this nation so great so they could live in this incredible free country. They are all taking it for granted. Most young people have no idea what they are about to lose and it is happening very fast. Our freedoms are disappearing daily and only a few are aware of this.
If this is what this country has come to...an ugly cess pool of ignorance and decadence, then I am happy to watch it implode. I don't want to live in a world that is so blind.
I would rather enjoy the last few good months with my family that I have rather than fight the greedy paid NWO shills and ignorant people that refuse to research what is truly going on.
I am tired of trying to convince blind people the purpose of seeing.
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- Re: At The End of My Rope Literally #139659
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MoreThis is a reply to # 1,819,139Why don't you take a breather from all of this for a little while. Go & do some thing that you really like to do. Go have your favorite dinner, do a little gardening, read a book that you have been wanting to read. Get some sunshine, go for a walk or get some sort of exercise. Be with friends or family and try not to talk or think about all of this for a while. You just need to recharge. We all do. We just can not eat, drink & sleep this 24/7. It is too wearing on body & soul. Remember you are not alone in the fight. Believe good things. Say your prayers. Keep the faith!
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- Re: At The End of My Rope Literally turiya
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This is a reply to # 1,819,139There is a phrase to be remembered...
"Let thy will be done... (not mine)"
From meditation, I've realized this:
There is a very mysterious thing that happens with awareness. Awareness is something like a contagion. In becoming more aware, it affects (or infects) others. Even if nothing is said to others, it still propagates to others. Its like it comes through to others from the back door. I am sure you have heard of the 100th monkey effect. Well this is what that is about.
Being aggressive with others, by trying to force others to wake up, involves the ego, which can cause others to strengthen their defenses. After all, if one lives their entire life believing in lies, this house of cards can easily begin to shake when threatened by an opposing view.
Take a break & enjoy yourself in being more aware for yourself.
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The writing is on the wall... turiya
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- Re: At The End of My Rope Literally #112033
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This is a reply to # 1,819,214Wow, I am blown away by these responses, literally.
It took me several days to come back an look at this because I was embarrassed about the breakdown. I thought people were going to chastise me and call me a weeny or God knows what for giving up on the fight.
Just shows that you guys are very sweet, caring people. Wish I hadn't be afraid to check back sooner. I have been on a lot of "fighting type" of forums lately.
Actually, that phrase "Thy Will Be Done" has echoed in my mind quite a lot lately.
Thank you for reminding me the importance of it. We get so tied up in our heads, we forget the infinite space of our hearts. And being quiet in meditation does bring that infinite space back.
You guys are absolutely wonderful.- Re: At The End of My Rope Literally amielee
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This is a reply to # 1,821,565"Just shows that you guys are very sweet, caring people. Wish I hadn't be afraid to check back sooner. I have been on a lot of "fighting type" of forums lately."
I totally agree. That was a sad but revealing statement you just made about being afraid to check back in because of being on a lot of fighting-type forums lately.
I was blown away by the answers you received. This thread is a keeper.
It's wonderful to see the positives! - Re: At The End of My Rope Literally enolamonroe
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This is a reply to # 1,821,565It seems to me, from what I have seen on this forum, the people are very kind hearted & non judgemental. We are in the fight of our lives & can't afford to lose any good people. Glad you are feeling better! We will fight the good fight.
- Re: At The End of My Rope Literally amielee
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- Re: At The End of My Rope Literally 7-4-7
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This is a reply to # 1,819,139I know what you mean,,there are people with their eyes closed with their fingers in their ears, who don't want to see or hear the train coming,,,but it's coming anyway.I don't see as a country how were going to get off the track in time.
- Re: At The End of My Rope Literally #139659
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