Uny I read your reply to my earlier post : I'm trying to read as much as I can of what u wrote. I have lost my ability to ficus an am constant out of body experience.

I did order if#1 I think it should arrive Monday? Then I'll be ordering number 2. I was able to retain soy lecithin is bad. I won't take it again.
Where can I buy good lecithin? Although my elisa test says I'm moderately allergic to psyllium I'm hoping it dint mess me up.

My worry is what if this is my adrenals taking a shit? I have low blood pressure an get detached from my body all the time. I just ate a lot of salt still my bp is 100/49.

Eating junk food raises my ph to over 8. Yet veggies it stays pretty low an is always acidic In morning. But I'm so malnourished an anemic I have to eat food, can't live on veggies. I have hemp protein but I'm very sensitive an it gave me bad insomnia last time.... Maybe it was the hemp milk with the b12? B12 gives me bad insomnia an I usually wake up paralyzed in a dream at might.

I constantly feel like something bad is about to happen, something is gonna Junp out at me. My body keeps tensing up in anticipation . I have weird sensations alll over sometimes I feel like laughing hysterically an running, other times crying, other tines I shut down an dunno who or where I am.

Is there anyway I can get this feeling to go away tonight so I can sleep ?


Should I go to ER incase my adrenals are shutting off? Or am I just having anxiety cause adrenals.

Will someone help please. My mom is very scared, she quit her job to help me. I lost my job, my house, my girlfriend, my sanity, my friends, next I fear I'll lose my life.

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