Hi All Greetings of health, Fenix!

Been a bit since I posted, but I am alive. When we left off I had gone and gotten some testing done. The “HIV Relatedâ€� measures were not particularly encouraging, however my full blood panel showed me to be in excellent health.  For me, "excellent health" FAR outweighs any test results (this is particularly true once one is clearly able to hear their 'doctor within').

I felt good on the subjective level. I was really a bit disappointed when it came to numbers. I felt like I had done some pretty intense things programs to see little to no improvement, actually “worseâ€� than numbers from about a year ago. I had changed my food programs, done quite a bit of stuff that I would consider fairly hard core. It was a confusing result I suppose. Disappointing.  I can certainly understand why you'd feel disappointed (or even discouraged).  On the other hand - we k-n-o-w know that much (virtually all?) of the "allopathic science" relating to HIV/AIDS is fraudulent (on many different) levels - so it would stand to reason that the "allopathic scientific testing" for the same, would also be full of massive holes.  Have you seen this, and added similar thought-lines into your thinking?  The fraud of HIV testing

But I really had a mixed feeling about numbers at that point. So, I hit the internet. I wanted to understand my experience in a more recent context. I’m far more removed mentally and better able to critically evaluate information now than I was a few years ago.  That's fantastic, Fenix.  There's no doubt that our deep conditioning to 'listen & believe' the untruths that the allopathic scientists & practitioners (that also believe and 'present' extremely convincingly) can be extremely detrimental to our health (in every regard).  Our body does respond (incredibly so) to our thoughts & emotions.  If you're not already 'on it', google "neuropeptides + "immune system".   

I realize today's practitioners are only repeating what they've been taught, but their erroneous beliefs  aredetrimental to our health.  "I'm sorry, Mrs Smith, but your cancer is incurable" ; "I have to tell you truly, Mr Jones, this disease has no known cure" ; "Get your affairs in order, your test results show your *whatever* has progressed past doing anything but making you comfortable" ; "Yes, you may have periods of 'remission' when you seem like you are improving from you MS/MD/HIV/Parkinson's/ALS, but your disease IS terminal...so don't get your hopes up".  These words destroy immune systems and kill people (far faster than any disease could possibly do on it's own). 

First physician, do no harm :(

In the not too distant past I was mostly struggling to make sense of my own situation and understand how I should treat myself to keep from dying. I know I am not going to die so easily. So that is mostly over now. Progress is a process - my applause for your strength & tenacity, Fenix!

Still I occasionally catch myself thinking negative thoughts (propaganda) and just squelch them. I had been chasing this thing like a specter in the distance. I was afraid of what might happen in the future. But at this point I realize more of what health actually is.  You are never going to succumb to their propaganda, Fenix - there's absolutely NO doubt in my mind that you are currently healthier with a brighter future than the majority of all the people in the world.  If nothing else is true I ever say, the 'faulty mathematics of medicine' is a SOLID fact.  No matter what label they put on any person or disease, their prognosis is based on you being "average" - and you are not average, and you never will be.

For those that aren't familiar with the phrase "the faulty mathematics of medicine" - here's all about it:

What is the missing factor in this medical equation?

DIAGNOSIS:  The Name a doctor puts on your particular group of symptoms that they believe is your dis-ease.

+ ???

The Missing Factor ??? is that the doctor believes you are the Average American.

 Lets take a look at the average Americans lifestyle.

If you live an above average lifestyle, a healthy lifestyle, doctors will know little or nothing about how your body will react and recover from disease or your healing potential. 

 You can expect to have medical miracles happen like Dr. Schulze's heart, hand, knee and all of his patients.

Dr. Schulze video (a MUST SEE) on the "Faulty Mathematics of Medicine" -

https://web0.herbdoc.com/index.php?option=com_chronocontact&chronoformnam...

Here is the text from the link above:

Friends,

THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON I TEACH!!!!

I explain what medical doctors do when you go to them, which is give you a "Diagnosis".

UNDERSTANDING WHAT I TELL YOU IN THIS 10-MINUTE VIDEO CAN SAVE OUR LIFE!  

If you haven't watched the last video clip I posted, take the time now to watch it first, before this one.

I’m not really sure what the whole HIV phenomena is in its entirety. Everything points to some sort of misinterpretation in my mind though. http://curezone.com/forums/am.asp?i=1553855  (note: when I offer links, it doesn't mean I agree with everything in the link.  In this case, I certainly do not agree with many things the author says - in fact, I don't allow his posting here because he claims there's no such thing as mucoid plaque, nor does he believe it's possible to 'pass a gallstone' or intrahepatic stone via flushing, etc.  But his documentation & logic on the topic of HIV seems incredibly valid to me, and certainly worthy of consideration) So many people on so many sides, all of them just trying to do their best with what they are given I suppose. Its confusing. It certainly IS confusing...but the truth is still the truth, and none (or millions) believing or recognizing it doesn't change the fact it's the truth.   But that’s why I am involved with it I suppose. To find the truth, to find myself and help others do the same.  I'm sure you will find the truth (at least, if the truth is able to be found).  "Know your enemy & know yourself, and you will victorious in a hundred out of a hundred battles" (Sun Tzu). 

For what it's worth, I know enough of the truth about HIV to be able to say: that if it my having HIV and beating it could be properly published to save hundred/thousands of people's lives, I would willingly allow myself to be infected.  Fear is the opposite of victory (and the opposite of healing).  We are a trinuity - I believe our bodies are the house of God/Creator (or however one cares to refer to the energy/spirit that animates us), and that spirit is capable of overcoming anything (however, our body & mind --and our conditioning- frequently diminish our ability to know and utilize this truth).

So anyway, I am very numbers oriented and I respect good data. Although it may not seem like it, I also respect "good" data & numbers, but that data must be based on the truth.  And frustratingly "science" doesn't take into account pleomorphism or the presence of somatids (and almost totally discounts the effects of the mind & spirit).  These are factors that (currently) can't be quantified or factored by our limited and remedial  "testing ability".   Sadly my experience has shown me that at least in my case, the main blood related quantitative indicators, CD4 (t-cells) and viral load tests, have little to do with ability to predict health. Mine specifically, but some reading will show that they cannot predict anyone else’s either. This is the only disease were these indicators are used to predict health. No test can reliably predict an outcome IF the outcome is based on the 'human variable' (again, "The Faulty Mathematics of Medicine")  My m-i-l was dx'd with Stage IV terminal liver cancer in the late 70's (3 "opinions", she was so 'far gone' none of the three would even take her money to treat her).  She was cancer free in less than 6-8 months, and lived until 2009 with no relapses.  Â I don’t understand how anyone can look at all this and still think mainstream AIDS rhetoric is cohesive. It truly is insanity and confusion.  Mainstream media & 'science' are extremely powerful and ensconced in society.  For most, it takes a 'major event' for people to begin to understand they basically live in a Matrix world.  :(  It’s so strange to see how one group of people and another group of people will interpret the same set of results entirely differently. But at this point I’m convinced, I’m not going to be killed by an extremely elusive virus and what I am experiencing is a metabolic disturbance. I agree 100%, you are NOT going die because of their "diagnosis du jour".

Fenix, if you haven't ever read this, I highly suggest that you check it out - it's phenomenally enlightening! The Medical Racket

The Schulze stuff is really awesome with nutrition and proper care for one’s self so I decided I am going to do another run of the IP and just relax. *!* YAY *!*  (see my notes below) I’m done looking at numbers that have been proven to mean nothing. *!* DOUBLE YAY *!*All they do is cause undue stress which ultimately is more destructive for me than anything else.Exactly! I was told I would have a “fast progressionâ€� and that I would probably have AIDS within 5 years. 6 years later, I’ve never been chronically sick and no matter how much they told me I would be soon, it never materialized. And as long as you're willing to 'do what it takes' to care for and heal your body, it's never going to materialize!

I’d rather go with subjective “how do I feel, where am I atâ€� assessments and try to understand my body’s responses. I used to rely on the numbers to get a feeling for what I was, but I neglected to ask myself, how am I right now, so I guess in that sense I still believed the hype. I really have read enough to be over it though. There's no doubt in my mind - Fenix, the world IS a much better place because you're in it (and it's getting better with every one of your victories!). 

My goal remains the same. I want to go negative, Dr. Schulze thinks it’s possible, me too, for a lot of reasons, so I’m going for it. But I am realizing it will take some time on the proper protocol and choices in my life that I’m not sure I was ready to make 5 years ago. This experience most likely took time to manifest, it will thus take some time for it to resolve. I really feel like the full, juice fast IP was a great start. There were things I could have done better, but overall I am quite proud of how well it went. I think I whipped up a lot of stuff and I didn’t clear it all during that 30 days. It’s all on its way out though. Maybe in a few months I will get some more testing, just to see, but I am done depending on it to assess where I am. I know all of the good health that I attract is by that virtue alone pushing out all of the negativity I had accumulated.  100% agreement!

Something I remembered from the NHC videos was mention of what you should do if you are “on the edge.â€� I had been convinced for a couple of years that I could start my spiral downward at any moment. It hasn’t happened yet. So I have determined I am not “on the edge.â€� I probably haven’t ever even been close. Now I know, this will only improve with time and positive feeding/habits. One thing I am really going to work on is the mental aspect of my life. You'll see a lot of benefits from the regular use of EFT (if you aren't already).  Just being happy that I am healthy, knowing that I am going to be fine and enjoying doing well because I am not being threatened by anything. Really appreciate the information I got from here and all of your awesome encouragement when I went through the IP. You'll likely have a lot more support and encouragement 'this IP round' - I was barely able to keep my head above water (and I have a HUGE post started to you that I never found the time to finish).  And just so you know, your posts & presence here have already been a HUGE blessing to this forum - I truly appreciate your sharing with everyone (and please know, that if all your posts aren't "positive powerhouses" they are still welcome!  It's healthy for everyone to see & know we ALL have ups n' downs)

Started up liver cleansing this week. Going to push at this thing till its over :) 'Just keep feeding the warrior and starving the minion, and the victory is as good as yours!

HEAL ON!!!

Unyquity

Suggestions & recommendations:

Fenix, not knowing exactly how much you know about the IP and it's history (specifically Dr. Christopher's original IP, Gerson Therapy, and what I've done to combine them), I'd like to offer the following for your perusal & consideration.

The beginning of this is from the post I was working on to post to you several months ago:

<"Content-Type" content="text/html; charset=utf-8"> <"ProgId" content="Word.Document"> <"Generator" content="Microsoft Word 11"> <"Originator" content="Microsoft Word 11"> <"File-List" href="file:///C:\DOCUME~1\RICKST~1\LOCALS~1\Temp\msohtml1\01\clip_filelist.xml" /> Now that you've had a chance to read the full SYL manual (and see more Schulze videos) you'll have even greater success.  I suggest (highly) you start looking into the works of Dr. Schulzes main mentor, Dr. Christopher (and his IP).  The "IP" I suggest is a blend of those two (along with the Gerson coffee enemas).   Also very important is the 'ramping it up' from the time when Schulze was in clinical practice (through the 80's).  All the successful healers have know they have to make additions and increase the efficacy of the program/protocol to make up for the vast increase in the toxins/poisons in the food/environment (and their effects on the body).  And let us never forget, that back when I was in grade school (late 60's), the amount of oxygen in the atmosphere was estimated to be 30-35%...the most recent estimations are down to 18% in the country and 12% (or less!) in the city! http://curezone.com/forums/am.asp?i=1480297 Oxygen carriers like garlic/aloe/comfrey/horsetail-silica are even more essential now - as is circulation and overall 'flow'.  We also have to remember that while the SYL manual includes the fundamental basics (and more 'Schulze info' than any other "one" source), that even with all the case histories included, it can't possibly illuminate all the details of treatment of each and every person.  Dr. Christopher had every person on his IP taking daily wheat germ oil (vitamin E & lecithin); daily full body oil massages (wheat germ, olive oil, castor oil rotated); his Kelp combination (iodine and other nutrients...iodine is even more important now that the 'fluoride/bromide factor' is so intense); his Herbal Calcium (also far more integral 'now than then' - the main ingredient is horsetail, so this is great oxygen carrier as well); daily Slippery Elm gruel (another vast source of nutrients, source of mucilage and all round 'healer') ; daily Apple Cider Vinegar and Blackstrap molasses (vinegar for stomach acid/digestion, molasses for minerals).  Yet Schulze didn't include these (???) or did he and we just don't know it?

Schulze also had a parasite formula that's not mentioned anywhere in the SYL, however there are many mentions of extreme parasite infestations throughout Dr. Schulzes writings.  We know there was (at one time) some kind of a parasite product because: the company now known as Health Freedom Resources was once part of short-lived franchise "trial" ? of Dr. Schulzes.  They have a product line based on his original formulas (many that he no longer offers), and one of them IS a product specifically for tinctures.  So, I've also added a parasite regime to the IP.

And of course, it's quite clear Dr. Schulze didn't understand "coffee enemas" at ALL - so one daily is what I recommend (two, on the day after a full liver flush)

I don't know how (or if) you customized the basic Schulze IP to your specific needs, but we know that Dr. Schulze/Christopher did 'major customization' for every individual IPer.  Besides the things I mention above, I am almost positive Dr. Schulze would have added-

Cancer/Viral/Immune tea (several cups daily)

Blood Detox tincture - (to be used 30 out of 30 days, not just during the 5-day liver cleanses).  I recommend (to adjust for our more 'toxic environment' and compromised bodies), that the dosage should be at least 4-8 droppersful, 3-5x daily (if it were me, I'd go 'high side' on everything, until my 'doctor within' told me "enough")

Echinacea (to be used 30 out of 30 days, not just for 2 weeks).  The old herbalists had a belief that when using Echinacea, one should only bolster the immune system for 2 weeks maximum, as to not 'wear it out'.  This study shows that's likely not a concern, in fact, just the opposite may be true: www.pubmedcentral.nih.gov/articlerender.fcgi

The Echinacea tincture we have in the Storefront is equal parts Echinacea angustifolia and Echinacea purpurea (without the Garlic, Cayenne, & Pau D'Arco that Schulze recommended in the SYL).  We have tinctures of all of those (and we'd be happy to customize anything you'd like); I am sure Dr. Schulze likely used a LOT of it for any immune deficiency issues.  Again, I feel 4-8 droppersful, 3-5x daily would be the minimum.  (In fact, I'd likely mix the straight Echinacea with straight Pau D. Arco if it were me).

Also, one of THE strongest antiviral herbs in the kingdom is St. John's Wort (with the extra benefit of being a very effective mood regulator :), so I'd suggest adding that, as well.

The other blend I'd consider to be imperative is the Super Tonic.  Wow, this stuff is potent, and with almost all of the ingredients being antibacterial, antifungal or antiviral, I'd definitely be taking 1/2 - 1 oz daily.

I'm certainly NOT trying to "push products", but certainly AM wanting to make sure you receive the healing that you're working so diligently to achieve.  Here's a link to Health Freedom Resources if you want to check out their "Dr. Schulze equivalents" (and blends he no longer makes/offers) http://healthfree.com/shop/index.php?pg=1&l=product_list&c=6

Of course :::wink wink::: I would be amiss if I didn't mention that the majority of our tinctures end up being tinctured for 3-6 months (many longer), which is something commercial operations generally cannot possibly do (two weeks, in & out of the herbs, into the bottle and off to the buyer).  All of our 1/2 oz samples are free, so if there's any you'd like to compare & contrast to what you're using, you know where the Storefont is :)

Fenix, if there's any way to be of assistance or support along your healing pathways that I haven't already mentioned or though of, PLEASE don't hesitate to let me know!