I did my 6th
Liver Flush almost 3 weeks ago, and just cannot seem to recover. I posted previously about this (over 1 week ago), but wanted to start a new thread as things have changed a bit.
Basically my body just cannot seem to detox at all. Usually I can feel a bit toxic after the previous flushes, mainly just headaches for a day or two. But this time, I got the headaches, but then about 3 days after the flush, I had a gallbladder attack. And ever since then, I have been struggling with extremely volatile and toxic emotions: anxiety, panic, anger, frustration, confusion, depression. These are on top of nausea, and some occasional liver discomfort. Not pain really, but just a tightness and feeling that things are not right. And these are on top of an EXTREME sensitivity to all things toxic. Any sort of smoke, exhaust, alcohol, coffee, perfume, etc, even vitamins! I took a single B vitamin last night and just felt AWFUL afterwards. For many hours. Which i just find unbelievable, as I have taken the same exact vitamin for years without issue, even on empty stomach. So somethingis just NOT working in there. I have a hard time thinking that this is purely just toxin overload! I know what processing toxins feels like, and this just doesn't really feel like that.
I am unfortunately currently on vacation in Thailand. Some previous folks suggested that I do another flush to clear out any debris that may be left over from the flush. Unfortunately I have been unable to find any
Epsom Salts here in Thailand. I did however recently locate some in Bangkok, which is about 2 hours from where I am now. Worst case, I could go there and get the salts and do an emergency flush.
But I have been trying to do some detoxing here at the hotel I am at. They offer colonics, lymphatic drainage massage, etc. The one
colonic that I did do helped me feel a marginal bit better. At least for a couple of days. But now I am back to feeling horrible again. I just do not understand all this, because before the flush I was feeling the best I have in years. And now for weeks I have felt the worst I have ever in my life. And it just doesn't seem to be "clearing" or passing like it should, or how I would expect it to. I am planning on doing a lymphatic drainage massage, as well as another
colonic today (and again in 3 days) to see if i can flush all this out. But my big fear is that my body does not seem to be able to process toxins at all. And I know these therapies will definitely release toxins. My previous attempt at a sauna a little over a week ago just made things instantly worse. I am a big fan of saunas and usually go at least once a week for a big sweat without issue.
For safety and as per my Dr 's advice, I went to the local hospital here, and had some bloodwork and ultrasound done. They said no stone was blocking the bile duct, and that i did not have any sort of infection or liver disfunction. Which i suppose is reassuring, but I dont think ultrasound can see debris/gravel/junk in the bile duct, only a decent sized stone.
SO... at this point I am both wondering what is truly going on in my body, as well as what to do in order to feel better. I am unsure whether this is just an immense amount of toxins, and my body's inability to process them all... or whether there is something stuck and my pathways of elimination are just jammed.
One last thing is that I am noticing that my stools are a lot lighter colored than usual. Could be that my diet is essentially composed of rice, veggies, soup, and a lot of fruit. But this is not much different from what I eat at home, so I feel the stool color could definitely be an indicator.
What should I do? Get the supplies for the emergency flush? My fear is that that would somehow make things worse, which i definitely could not deal with. I will try the big detox today and see how I feel.
Please help! As I am about to call my vacation off and just go home, which is really depressing in itself.
Thank you!