This is my second post, it was recommended to me that I talk and let everyone know what I am doing. My odor is very load. It fills my office, even in the morning when I first get to work. Unfortunately I can't smell it. I've gone to doctors, derms, and phychologist, none of which can smell it, or if the can, they don't tell me the truth. The reason that I know I stink is because I can hear the whispers, and the empty conversations at work. My first job out of college, I won the nick name "Stank and Funky". Well, I had to run out of that job, in my second job everyone talked about on their lunch break. I've just started my third job and I'm noticing the trend once again. People distancing themselves, the rude hand gestures, the comments, ect... Everyday is a hard. To wake up in the morning and go to work is like torture. I tell my mother and my family and of course they say I'm crazy, and I don't stink. I asked my friend, and she says, "YES!!!, do you stink sometimes". So, I know. Now what am I going to do about it. Well...
Deodorants don't work very well for me, I'm probably spent most of my paychecks on trying to cover-up the odor, NOW, I want to try something new, and try to get rid of it.
I've went totally Vegan, been that way for about 2 weeks now. I go to the gym every other day, I hit the steam room also. I bought an herbal liver cleanse, I used it for a week, and notice that my bowels started to smell like sewage, so I stopped using it (Dumb Idea). Right now I'm taking Body Mint(2), Cinnimon tablets(2), Magnesium(1), Zinc(1), B complex(1), and iron(1) daily (I have low iron).
I really thank everyone for their posts, they have really given me the courage to post. This is a very embarrassing subject to talk about, the fact that no matter what I do, I will always stink is really depressing me. I'm spent entire days in bed, under the covers because I just didn't want to face the world. I don't have any self-esteem. I've started to project dangerous and careless behaviors. I say I hate myself or I hate my lie all the time. I cry, I pray, I blame God, I lose faith, I skip meals, I don't sleep, I'm really tired.
Some facts....I had blood testing in 2006, found out I have high liver enzymes (not a good thing) This could mean that I have the beginning signs of liver disease. I had further testing and ultra sound (when I had health insurance) found out, there is nothing wrong with my liver. I'm overweight, although I have been losing weight quickly do to my sudden diet change. I'm 152 lbs now, a health weight for me is 130, so I don't really want to fall below that. I have terrible dry skin and scalp issues. Most likely its because I don't drink enough water. I have frequent UT infections. I've taken many
Antibiotics , bactram, penicilin, amoxicilin, and gruvilin. I use to have frequent yeast infections but they have gone done, but it mostly happens when I'm sexually active. I have allergies also, only to smoke, and dust, pollen, and perfumes.
Soo....I'm on a limited budget now, I just started a new job, and my insurance doesn't kick in for another 2 months, I'm trying to hang in there. I will be buying the "Probiotics", I gotta get my info though. I will also be buying a stronger Liver cleanse and using it. I will only try these two for now, and see if it will work.
I can do withouth the meet, but I really miss cheese and butter. I will update soon.