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I have been missing food but mostly hoping that in the coming week or so that I will continue this that I can a) have peace of mind about food b)seriously change my eating habits once I start eating food again c) have peace of mind about life, and my body.

Date:   9/20/2007 9:23:38 PM   ( 17 y ) ... viewed 1606 times

So the last few days haven't been easy. I've had opportunity and thoughts of quitting hitting me in every direction. If its not the gourmet danishes at work meetings (we NEVER have these!) or the left over pizza from dinner or sugar cake lying around the kitchen (there is NEVER sugar cake lying around the kitchen!!!) its just a regular desire to eat something like carbs or bread something!!! Its like the longer I go, the more I need to rely on strength from God to do this. I totally realize that there is nothing of significance that can happen in my life without God's influence, direction and guidance. I feel so vulnerable though. Everyday its like I feel challenged to even be in this world. I keep thinking that I want my life to be light to other people, I would like to help people in need. The only issue is a lot of the times I feel disconnected myself. I feel like I can't even make a difference in my life to be happy, how can I reach out to someone else?

I have been missing food but mostly hoping that in the coming week or so that I will continue this that I can a) have peace of mind about food b)seriously change my eating habits once I start eating food again c) have peace of mind about life, and my body.

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