Day 1 - Early Afternoon
Well did my 45 minute aerobics class.
Date: 5/20/2007 11:21:09 PM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 1512 times
Well did my 45 minute aerobics class. At the end, the instructor said you will all be ready for lunch now. Thought to myself, not me. Then stayed and did 45 minute pump class. While I was bench pressing, thought how great it would be to have a salad at the end of all this. Walked passed the cafe at the gym where I normally buy lunch. Actually did not even look at it. Walk outside, girl eating a mandarin. Don't want it. Then see other girl eating an apple. Don't want it. Wonder whether I am now going to notice what everyone is constantly eating around me.
Get back to the office. Have meeting with someone, who is eating salad and pasta. Don't want it. But do wish that I had something in my office to go back to. See someone else eating a huge bowl of white rice and some sort of curry I think. Makes me feel ill.
Well, should be busy at work this afternoon and have to get a paper into uni as well. Between 4 and 4.30 I usually feel quite hungry. Normally this would be another bulimic episode. Am hoping this won't happen today.
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