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Day 4 officially
When you know what you want, and want it bad enough, you will find a way to get it.
Jim Rohn, American Businessman
Date: 4/27/2007 12:40:13 AM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 1739 times Symptoms:
skin:
face smooth
neck mildly dry
shoulder mildly dry
chest smooth
abdomen smooth
upper arm mildly dry
elbow mildly dry
lower arm mildly dry, dull
hand wrinkly on the right hand, smooth
inner thigh mildly dry, slightly inflammed
knee cap dry, moderately inflammed
back of knee smooth, mild inflammed
lower leg skin renewal!!!!!!!
feet ventrum parched patch healing
ankle healing
tongue:white film covering whole tongue
odour:none
BM: twice
others:
overall feeling: glad, hopeful
Exercise
1. morning stroll
2. morning jog 5 rounds (will increased by 2 rounds for every 5 days starting today)
Medication
6 GNC Ultimate Cleanse
2 Multivitamin
0 Evening Primrose Oil capsules
Goals:
1. I want fantastic health, free of diseases and addictions.
2. Clear eczema
3. Fight bulimia
4. Score A for finals
I went to the library today, deciding to read something more stimulating than the insipid "Agnes Grey" by Emily Bronte. In replacement, I borrowed "Memory Power, you can develop a great memory--america's grand master shows you how" by Scott Hagwood and "The Vein of Gold" by Julian Cameron. I would train up my memory because it is going to be the fundamental tool for learning all that I am planning to indulge in--learn Turkish, expand English and Mandarin, read up about Middle Eastern history and Turkish history and travel, study several second medical year subjects--immunology, microbiology and infection, pathology, pharmacology--and other health and miscellaenous topics.
I contacted my friends who are in clinics right now, dispersed in different parts of the island in different hospitals. They were excited to hear from me. Absence does make the heart grow fonder, especially as we slowly grow into our own directions during latter years of medical school. That is what happens in life. Things come and go, that is just the way it is. You gotta work hard to keep the people you love close by otherwise things just scatter into million pieces without prior warning.
I looked at myself today. Yes, I look prettier than I was a month ago. I had a radiant glow. Maybe it was inner happiness reflecting on my face or maybe I was really getting well. My lips were a cheery red. I love my lips. My skin is getting fair with each skin regeneration and the complexion is a white gold. Against my long dark hair, it looked great. I cannot wait to learn how to put makeup. (Makeup is going to be one of the most challenging skills to learn I reckon. I am a natural girl and never liked the idea of piling chemicals on my face, especially when they do not necessarily make you look better, as I have seen on other people.) Yes, I do have some weight to lose all over because the extra pounds are distributed all over quite evenly, so just need a little work. I have decided to do exercise from now on on top of walks. I hope to complete a marathon end of the year, so it never hurts to begin light training.
Downing water as I write notes here. I cannot believe my holidays are here. I have lots I want to do the next few months. And for whoever is reading, a shout out to you and a thank you for dropping by.
9pm
I am feeling low on energy--I observe that if I miss my regular sleeps, my body seems to run easily into exhaustion. I have been examining my skin and noticed although there is general greater amount of fairness, it is actually still mildly dull. Skin (a thin layer) on my left thigh shrivelling and peels off easily during light exfoliation. I have never seen anything quite like it before, most probably due to the fact my body had been too sickly to see any skin regerneration for years. Nope, my limbs are not the prettiest sights right now, but time and rest will do the trick I am sure. It is very interesting.
During the evening, I was thinking about my boyfriend. We are in a long-distance relationship where he lives in Europe and I in Asia. It is evident to everyone even after 2 years, we are still very much in love. We met on spring vacation, fell in love then had to separate, but ever since we have stayed in a monogamous relationship. I cannot wait to meet his family this summer and to feel his arms and lips again is the most subliminal thing in the world. However, I was having doubts about our relationship. While both of us are intent on having a long-term committed relationship, how on earth is it going to work? I am still schooling and he is working. Even after graduation, I have a bond to serve for a few years. And then? My intention was to migrate to the States to work, where the healthcare business if booming and lifestyles are more agreeable with my tastes, but if we intend to be together, how will it work? Long-distance relationships are known for their high failure rates and I am seriously questioning possibilities of my relationship, which I was erstwhile staunchly secure about. I am living a fairy tale now with an amazing human being, but does real life have to pull the brakes on dreams?
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