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Day 3 officially
You must love yourself before you love another. By accepting yourself and fully being what you are, your simple presence can make others happy.”
Date: 4/26/2007 12:58:02 AM ( 17 y ) ... viewed 1770 times Symptoms:
skin:
face smooth
neck mildly dry
shoulder mildly dry
chest smooth
abdomen smooth
upper arm mildly dry
elbow mildly dry
lower arm mildly dry, dull
hand wrinkly on the right hand
inner thigh mildly dry, slightly inflammed
knee cap dry, moderately inflammed
back of knee smooth, mild inflammed
lower leg skin renewal!!!!!!!
feet ventrum parched patch healing
ankle healing
tongue:white film covering whole tongue
odour:none
BM:
others: callus on the right middle finger is disappearing to smooth skin (unbelieveable!)
overall feeling: bored in the early morning, happy and energetic in the late morning
Exercise
1. morning stroll
2. went out
Medication
0 GNC Ultimate Cleanse
2 Multivitamin
0 Evening Primrose Oil capsules
Goals:
1. I want fantastic health, free of diseases and addictions.
2. Clear eczema
3. Fight bulimia
4. Score A for finals
I am so so so excited. I examined my skin on my lower legs and found that the old dull layer of skin is shrivelling and peeling to reveal young beautiful soft skin. There is still some more to go before the legs look perfect but I am so excited. After so many months of detoxing, I honestly believe my body is healthier and hence capable of full HEALINGGGG. haha I am in a good mood.
I thought my bf a lot this morning while watching Martha Stewart and Joss, the male lead of "Las Vegas", teach how to make a bed. It must have been the bed because I was thinking of how fabulous life can be if I shared it with someone whom I love. There has never been a more positive and happy a relationship I have been in than now, even though he is half way across the world. He is the sweetest, cutest, kindest, sexiest guy I know.
"I just want to grab you and kiss you. I'd be so so so happy if I could spend the rest of my life with you. *kiss on your cheek* Have a brilliant day yea babe?"
" You are my shining sun."
Emotional Issue 3
I admit my behaviour sometimes exhibits low self-esteem like I feel inadequate if I do not get a hint of approval that I looked pretty. Don't get me wrong, I know I am a pretty gal, but even I need a nod once in a while. When I recapitulate, I had issues with my weight when I was in my early teens and the bombardment of how gals should look in the media was insiduous. Later, when eczema became a real problem, my self- esteem plunged so much so I did not like to see people. When I complete this fast, I would like to see a whole new me, not just healthy but a gal who is happy and proud of herself, worrying not about what others will think but seizing life and creating fireworks. Living in perfect happiness and satisfaction. A feeling deep down inside.
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