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Day 6, 166.0 (-6.5)
I am freezing cold all day....
Date: 1/17/2006 9:54:45 PM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 6813 times Day 6 (Tuesday): 166.0 (-6.5)
4:30am Had to pee in the night
6:45 am Had 3 bathroom trips before I left at 7:15 for school. Eesh! This could be a long morning. I’m still feeling the churning.
8:00 Oh great, the kids are filing in my classroom and I’m off to the bathroom. I hope this will be it for the morning. My mouth feels so dry too.
I was a bit disappointed that I actually gained ½ a pound since yesterday. I drank SO MUCH yesterday though that it’s just water, of course. And I didn’t go to the bathroom much either yesterday (BM-wise). But I also have to remind myself that that’s not my sole purpose in this. I’m getting clean inside and feeling energetic. I know that my body is so much cleaner. That needs to be my encouragement.
11:30 About to go to lunch with kids and am not looking forward to sitting there. I need to take a book or some papers to grade to distract me.
1:00 I busied the kids with some reading while I had to run out quickly to the bathroom. It’s nice to at least be going (BM) as I was beginning to wonder if maybe there’s nothing left in me.
3:40 Well, I got through lunch today, but kept wanting other teachers’ foods after school…peanut M&Ms, cheese Sun Chips, a leftover sandwich…it all looked so good! I’m wondering how long I need to really do this. I am second guessing the 10 days now. I’m sure I would regret quitting though. It’s just willpower and determination. I can do it! I would feel so proud. Also, my tongue is really not that white either. Does that mean I don't have a lot of toxins? Well, I need to just stick this thing out for my own sense of accomplishment if nothing else.
9:50 This evening was difficult- I was really wanting to eat. But I’ve got to stick with it. I’m hoping that the next few days will be easier and less tempting. Anyway, what would I eat if I did anyway? Anything I’m craving would surely make my stomach hurt anyhow…those peanut M&Ms sound so good.
I’ve been freezing cold all day long! Tonight I went to a friend’s house and wore flannel lined leggings under my jeans, a turtleneck sweater and a jacket. It is 41 degrees outside, but it’s 70-something in her house! I have a hard time settling in to sleep each night because I am so cold too, even though it’s 72 in my apartment.
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