Day 4: 167.0 (-5.5)
The day started well, but ended with mental fuzziness...
Date: 1/15/2006 12:51:05 PM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 7233 times DAY 4 (Sunday): 167.0 (-5.5)
5:30am Woke up and had to pee like a race horse- my goodness! Went back to bed.
8:00 Woke up with stomach churning- sat on the toilet for almost 15 minutes. Had BM- still yellow, dark green color. I’m disappointed I only lost 1 pound yesterday after the 2.5 the day before. I’m sure it will all work out in the end. If I keep losing 1 pound a day, then the total would be 11.5 by day 10. I feel so mushy, like I need to exercise and lift weights. But it’s too late now, gotta get ready for church.
Today is my nephew’s birthday party- I wonder what my family will have to say about me doing this. Lord, help me not be tempted beyond measure with the food, cake and drink. I pray that I will enjoy the lemonade today and be able to make the drive there without any stomach churning.
12:15 I was only able to drink ½ the tea before church and I just finished the rest afterwards (11:00). I also drank 2 cups of water while the Sunday school class ate breakfast tacos and drank Starbucks. I wasn’t really wanting a taco too badly. And I don’t like coffee, so that wasn’t tempting.
Small BM at 11:30- mostly gas, but some mucous also. Good! The cayenne is working!
I mixed up the lemonade and am off to drive to my sister’s for the party. Hopefully I won’t need a bathroom trip along the way- it’s mostly country roads…this could be interesting.
4:00 Made it to my sister’s with no problems. But after 20 minutes or so, I had 2 bathroom trips with BMs. I felt better afterwards, as my stomach did the churning thing again beforehand.
9:30 Just got home. I feel completely dizzy and have had a major headache since about 6:00. I was even afraid while I was driving that I’d fall asleep or something crazy happen. I felt so mentally fuzzy. I’m guessing these are the toxins doing this to me- I need them out! I also am wondering if my body’s had enough. I am a little afraid that my body is trying to tell me to stop, but I just am ignoring it. I’ll read the forums about headaches and see what it says. I’m also ready for bed now. I’m skipping the tea as I feel completely sick in the head and am afraid if I drink anything else I’ll even throw up.
Dad thought I had joined some cult of some sort or had some eating disorder to be doing this "crazy diet," as he called it. That doesn't help my wonderings about whether or not I should keep going either. Just hoping I feel better in the morning.
By the way, I only drank about 40 oz. today of the lemonade mixture and about 20 oz. of straight water. I wonder if this has something to do with it. I just can’t bring myself to drink the lemonade though b/c I feel so sick right now. Off to bed. I’m glad tomorrow is a holiday and I can sleep in.
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