Day Two - Wow am I hungry!
I have a feeling this is going to be a rough one - hold on tight.
Date: 11/27/2005 9:39:47 AM ( 16 y ) ... viewed 3358 times
Or am I just bored? I will not tell many people that I am fasting, I hate the reaction I get from people -"oh that is so bad for you" as they are dunking a donut in their cream and sugar filled starbucks carmel machiatto. But I did tell my brother and his comment was wont't you be bored? What do you do if you are not eating or preparing to eat? He was right, I am bored. For instance this morning, Sunday I would normally go food shopping for the week but instead I am sitting here trying to think of other things to do. Food is such a big part of our lives and is a time consuming activity. I know some people buy fast food and shove it down. But I didn't. I would shop and buy organic and experiment with recipes and just enjoy the whole process - boy I miss my sunday shopping trip. Don't get me wrong when I was 320 lbs I ate fast food all the time, christ I ate slow, fast, healthy, greasy, and chased it down with a few slices of pizza. I was not that size for any reason besides I ate WAY to much. The healthy eating thing has only been the last year, a little more perhaps. If I was where I was a year ago that thanksgiving meal would have been like a walk in the park for me - eat huge amounts of food and not feel that sick and go back for more. But because of my change in diet over the past year I was not able to eat as much, felt so sick all day yesterday and gained a huge amount of weight. Wasn't I talking about shopping?
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