struggling hard

struggling on my first day,

Date:   10/6/2005 11:40:13 PM   ( 19 y ) ... viewed 2691 times

On my first day I already gave up, no I interruptedt. When I felt stressed yesterday, i just went into the kitchen and really binged. I will not hate me for that. Tomorrow (Saturday, here its already Friday in germany ) I will restart the latest. I really want to get my life back in order. I can´t focus on my job at all and I might even consider a stay in a clinic. In the past I have tried many therapists whose support I just couldn´t or wouldn´t integrate in my life.
It would be already a success if I managed to write this blod for longer then 2 weeks or so, even if I don´t manage to get back into fasting.
Thanks for you mail, M.
Have a great Day.
I BELIEVE IN MY HEALING. I do not give up. God bless u all
Markus

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