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Day 5 evening and I am GRUMPY!!!
Cravings hit hard today
Date: 10/7/2005 6:25:08 PM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 1726 times I want to eat, I know I should not, that I should see this through, but visions of sugar plums and all sorts of terrible wonderful things keep dancing through my head. I was to eat everything, to drink a glass of cold fresh milk, to have a cup of coffee latte style.
Everyone around me today ate their wonderful food provided by the employer. They had Mexicali rice, Chicken, Manicotti, Caesar salad, garlic bread, and huge cookies. They had candy apples and caramel apples with nuts, my absolute favorite. They had peanut butter cookies with peanuts in them, gigantic oatmeal cookies with raisins. I watched people eat throughout the day and I had.....limeade.
Yes, I managed to stay away from that, from the subs, chips and cookies earlier this week, from the ice cream yesterday...
I want to eat!! I miss the luxury of chewing. Chocolate, really really good chocolate.
Part of me just wants to give in. My brain says, no way, babe! Your stomach will revolt!! you can't eat just anything right now. You'll have to start out easy and then work your way back in, so if you have to do that, you might as well stick it out.
So on the housekeeping side, the psyllium goes through me, I wonder where the bentonite is. I have "spits" if you get my drift, but nothing substantial really. Color looks like a dark yellow, brown, so yes I know it is working... I wonder if I increase the PB will that help move things along? I so want this to be OVER.
Tongue is still coated. SWF works, I must say. and yes, celtic sea salt is the way to go. It is tolerable, to say the least.
I guess I will play some Jewel Quest and take my mind off food.
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