Day 4 evening...
thoughts on food
Date: 10/6/2005 7:00:25 PM ( 19 y ) ... viewed 1788 times So today my evil boss asks me to help scoop ice cream for the ice cream social at work, and she knows what I am doing..... ugh
The smell of the peanuts and caramel topping almost broght me down. It was rough.
Head is a little achy today and I miss food. I think about it and look forward to being able to truly enjoy my food and look forward with great joy to eating. After seeing this through yet another day, I do want to make a change and not eat just to eat, but to savor and have something that will delight my senses.
So I am finishing off the limeade right now, getting a bit of GERD. Sometimes I feel like my stomach doesn't let go of things and my esophagus doesn't close at the bottom and I can feel stomach acid all the way up the back of my throat. Wierd.
I look forward to eating.
I am committed to take this one day at a time.
We'll see how it goes.
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