James

I think I might really like someone. Can the readers leave me some advice??

Date:   6/7/2005 1:19:51 PM   ( 19 y ) ... viewed 2148 times

I met James in a class we had together. When I first met him he had me almost in tears because I was laughing so hard. My past was non existant when I was talking to him. He made me feel like a real person and I wasnt afraid of him. After my abuse I couldnt trust very many guys. If I couldnt trust my dad then who could I trust? I began to develope stronger feeling for him. As soon as I found out that I was developing a crush I found out he just started dating a girl that I had problems with for years. I figured I shouldnt talk to him and just forget about him so I didnt start anything. He wouldnt let me. He enjoyed talking to me too much and didnt want anything to change. I tried to play the good friend with a crush. That didnt go over very well. She found out and wanted me to leave him alone. He was the one calling me, but she didnt want to hear it. Soon after they started dating she started to cheat on him with her ex. I tried to tell him, but he didnt want to face it. He really liked her. He found out the hard way and broke up with her. I stayed near and tried to say what I could to make him happy. Things kind of dropped after that. I didnt talk to him for about 2 months. He kind of dropped of the face of the earth. He has recently come back in my life and my feelings for him right behind. He had a girlfriend though and he told me if he didnt we would be together. She broke up with him a couple of days ago and he still calls me everynight and talks to me. He said that he likes me a lot, but he wont do anything about it. He came over to my house once when he was still with his girlfriend, but he found out she was cheating on him and he kissed me before he left. The next night he told me he say fireworks, but didnt know what to do with his girlfriend. I dont know if hes just dragging me along or if he really likes me. I ask him about it and he says he cares for me a lot and he has a crush on me. When we get the chance though nothing happends. Maybe our timing is just off. I dont care though I really like him and care about him. I want to be with him, but I dont know if that will be possible. Hes leaving for the navy in July. Hes asked me if I would wait for him and stay together by letters. I said I would. Thats just how much I like him and he dosent really give me anything on that.

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