Ways I Put Myself Down...the subtle and not-so-subtle!

brief whine session... sort of!

Date:   7/17/2005 1:24:49 AM   ( 19 y ) ... viewed 2270 times

Tonight I reread something I wrote on another forum concerned headcoverings and modest dressing for christian women. At first I didn't consider it to be a put down of myself but as I thought it about it, it made me more upset to think about it. Well not upset but made me wonder how I see myself. I've also been eating out of control not super bingeing but just overeating. I'm under so much stress from my own self and family members, especially my mother. I'm just so tired, so tired I can't even sleep right now. I sent my fiancee some weird emails that come to think of it were being manipulative. I wanted to know where he was when i called after work. I wanted someone to talk to and I couldn't get to talk to him. It made me realise that I don't have any friends. I'm just very tired. I think I will stay in bed tomorrow and just drink some lemon and distilled water and just rest with this 'emotional-psychic flu' that I have.

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