I ate something!

I slipped, cheated, failed; whatever you want to call it, it happened. Where do I go from here?

Date:   3/8/2005 6:52:31 PM   ( 19 y ) ... viewed 2206 times

Well, I ate 1.5 breadsticks and one piece of sausage off a slice of pizza. This is was Day 9 for me, but I didn't complete it. I got some upsetting news about a family member, and my family was eating pizza. I just felt like, there's so many more important things in life than obsessing about weight. So, I ate...not a lot because I know better. Eating more than what I did would have given me a bad stomach pains.

Now, I am regretful. The last time this happened, I just said screw it and started eating normally, right then. But I don't want to do that. So, instead of saying that I'm on Day 1 tomorrow, I'm just going to stop counting the days. I'll just fast the best that I can for the month of March. I'm not going to get hung up on days. I'll try not getting hung up on the eating tonight.

I don't know, maybe I had expectations that weren't very realistic. I had lost about 10 pounds in a week the last time I fasted, but maybe my metabolism is sluggish from that fast in late January? I'm not sure.

More later,

starry

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